A Walk Among Broken Glass
An Independent Study into The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
Part B
Courtney Cutts
Mr. Pierce
EWC 4U1
2. Describe two or three incidents, scenes or moments in the
novel that you remember most vividly. Use exact words from the text and explain
how they are striking.
This novel has many striking parts in it because Walls has a story to tell and doesn't shy away from displaying humanity in its entirety. When illustrating the downfalls of humans authors walk a very fine line between making the reader understand and connect with the situation without the reader feeling as vile about themselves as they do towards certain characters; that's what makes certain situations that Jeannette faces circle around in my head. One of the instances that I remember the most vivdly is what happens after Jeannette's uncle begins to grope her while pleasuring himself and Jeannette tells her mother about it. Jeannette was consoled with a lowly, "Sexual assault was a crime of perception, if you don't think you're hurt, then you aren't. So many women make such a big deal out of these things" (Page 184). Those words to me were like a whip, I can't imagine someone that I was supposed to look up to and depend on saying these types of things to someone in Jeannette's situation. It made me furious and also extremely depressed; how long did Jeannette have to live and depend on people like this? How many situations like this happened to her siblings or herself that she chose not to write about? How can you say that you love someone and have that same mentality regarding their safety and well being? I suppose that it is the thought process of her parents that really stuck with me throughout this novel; how they treated Jeannette and the ways that she was blind to the truth of what they are. What her mother told her was disgusting within itself but her words pale in comparison of Rex's actions and blackmail. After blackmailing and intimidating Jeannette to give him the majority of their grocery money for beer and the like, he drags her into another money making scheme. Most of Rex's money making theories didn't hurt the family directly but he dragged Jeannette into one unlike any other; she was to be the payout for Rex besting a drunk in several gambling pool games. His intentions were clear the entire time, as he wins more and more money from the drunk Rex allows him to take Jeannette upstairs, only pausing to say, "Just don't do anything I wouldn't do" (Page 212). with a wink. When Jeannette escapes the drunk and confides in her father about what the man had tried to do, he dismisses it with a quick "I'm sure he just pawed you some, I knew you could handle yourself" (Page 213). The entire novel Rex has been telling his daughter that if anyone laid a hand on her he would kill them but that was a false persona. It is in these moments that Jeannette experiences the truth behind her parents
4. Did you learn anything from the story that you did not know before? Explain. (This question could relate to the facts or even to seeing something in a different way)
The story that this novel portrays is one of despair, delight, disappointment and enlightenment. As you turn the pages you are taken from the view of interacting with a charismatic father that is eager to teach about the desert and survival to one that is intimating you for your family's money. The main thing that I learned while reading this novel is that someone can come out of that and hopefully be a half decent human being. While reading this novel there were countless times that I just wanted Jeannette's to realize what her parents were doing to her and stand up for herself; but that wasn't the right thing to do in that situation. After certain events I can't believe she ever went back to them, that she could continue to love to the extent she did however it wasn't really like she had much of a choice. Barely a teenager and already she's been molested by family and strangers, hit, starved and abused; all with her parents blind eye upon her. How many nights can you hear "You ungrateful little shit. I'll be damned if you're eating my food tonight" (Page 143). before you begin to hate those that provide for you at that age? I learned that Jeannette is the one of the very few good things that happened in this novel, even when I didn't agree with her submissions at the time. This novel took an edge of hatred off the idea of parents doing these types of things to their children; because some of us can live through it an prosper. More than any of the astrology or geology classes that Jeannette speaks of in the novel, the most overlooked lesson is the one best learnt.
5. Does this story interest you, irritate you, or both?
Explain.
While reading this novel I was enthralled, it was a great view into the human mind which has always interested me; it's part of the reason I love reading fiction so much. Human nature, when presented correctly can evoke a whole spectrum of emotions and I found that Walls did this very well in her novel. I enjoy how the book was written, I'm not normally one to enjoy a bibliography, Walls was able to present it in a way that readers can connect with the characters, even at their worst; which is an extremely fine line when it comes to writing. On the one hand, you want your readers to feel an emotional connection to the characters but when you expose your readers to the true darkness of humankind they sometimes do not like how that makes them feel. Jeannette's personality was definitely a point of conflict for me, her character interested me and I could feel connections to her; however her weakness and submission would infuriate me. She loved her family in a way that interested me greatly but that also irritated and disgusted me. Jeannette loved each of them in a different way that accommodated their dualities, she took the good with the bad. Jeannette loved her mother, respected her spirit but "it was hard for me to believe this woman with her head under the blankets, feeling sorry for herself and boohooing like a five year old, was my mother" (Page 208). This novel illustrates the different sides of human nature that I have always been interested in but as it may seem, the truth is at times hard to swallow.
6. If you could be any character in the novel, who would you
most like to be and who would you least like to be? Why?
This novel is definitely filled with a number of extremely diverse and violitale characters and they all make me have different emotional reactions depending on the situation and growth of the character. Desiring to be someone else is infeasable, how would I ever know a fictional character enough to ever make that type of decision and for that matter, why would you want to? Who would you be, you or the character? That being said however, with the mindsets displayed in this novel, I do connect the most with Jeannette and that's whom I would choose to embody if required, she has a strength that I respect and the moral conflictions that I can relate to. Jeannette is also the character that I would most detest being, she lives in a way that I could never imagine myself; I could never be a part of her family. Jeannette got her first serious job when she was thirteen at a jewelry store because her father was taking the money needed to feed her siblings and her. I could never live like that, I would never be able to swallow that much hurt and still have some love left for Rex. I wouldn't have been able to ever speak with him on a realistic level after telling him that a man tried to basically rape me, with my father's permission and the only response given was a distracted "I'm sure he just pawed you some, I knew you could handle yourself" (Page 213). What kind of person do you have to be? Amazingly strong or incomprehensibly weak? What really defines Jeannette's character? Is it her weak and submissive years as a child, or an independent rising journalist? I picked Jeannette because she is the one character that changes the most throughout this novel, but she is the one to experience the majority of the darkness and to smile when she sees it in her father.
8. Arguably, good novels are ones that make their readers
feel something. What emotions did this novel raise in you? How emotionally
involved did you feel throughout your reading?
By that definition of a "good novel" I feel as though
The Glass Castle does indeed fall into that category, it made me feel a rather wide range of emotions as I read through it. The sheer number of emotions and their depth are a consequence of the novel bringing me in and involving me emotionally almost the entire story. The story that Walls tells is one both told artfully and abrasively, she is able to portray the disgrace of humanity without her readers feeling the weight of the world on their shoulders. Those are the parts of the story that struck me the most, that evoked the most feeling; scattered throughout the novel like my thoughts while reading them. I became more involved during the second chapter, when Jeannette almost gets burnt alive. What struck me most about that set of passages while reading it was that her family didn't really seem to be that concerned about her safety, not only that but her mother scolds her because a nurse gave her gum. Those couple lines were where I begun to become more fixiated on the interaction on Jeannette and her mother because my morals were insulted. Reading back on that passage now, there is one line that strikes me more than most, " After all, I am your mother, and I should have a say in how you're raised" (Page 12) I couldn't help but almost laugh. Almost as soon as they leave Arizona where Jeannette was in the hospital, her mother negates any type of responsibility and berates her children for it. As the years go by Jeannette begins to see the weakness in her mother, she can no longer ignore it when "Mom layed wrapped up in blankets on the sofa bed, sobbing about how much she hated her life" (Page 207). I could draw parallels with both Jeannette and her mother but I am glad that Jeannette listened to herself when she said, "I swore to myself that my life would never be like Mom's," (Page 208). The different relationships portrayed in this novel really got to me emotionally and evoked a wide range of emotions including anger, sadness, irritation, interest, disgust, insulted and confused.